REALLY cheating now!

I'm going to take another approach to updating the world about my miserable life, which isn't that miserable, just a little mundane.

My greatest concern now is becoming a footnote in history, which to be honest, most people are.

I have to leave something, though I'm not sure what, for it is what is left after our exsistence that makes us immortal.

I must become immortal...

Resigned to that fact I'm probably going to be alone for sometime and still not sure why it bothers me so much.

My friends rubbing in their happiness doesn't help, just reminds me what I've lost.